Saturday, December 29, 2007

peace

i realize that no one probably gets on here anymore and reads these things, let alone write in them anymore...am i the only one?? im bored...im at my dads for the week,i go back home tomorrow....i dont want to, actually..well, i do, cuz im bored here, and i want to see my fiance, but i wish he could have come with me....he's stuack at his house taking care of the dog and having to work, his family went to mexico the saturday before xmas, and wont be back til like the third or so...well, his brother is still here, we been spending time with him and his wife and baby...but anywhos....just a note to say happy holidays...

Saturday, December 15, 2007

pt 2 of 2

well, my hair turned out freaking awesome! it's got a teeensy hint of a purple sheen to it, but that makes it even redder, and makes it look even better!!!! i'll take a pic and put it up or something, i have to get the replacement usp cord for my camera first, but that would probably be monday, when i go get my nails done and buy that awesome vest at work that i want. (I work at The Limited, by the way). anyways, i know i'm kind of rambling, but i know the purpose of these blogs is to write how we feel and to start conversations. ....i'm watching the most recent version of "Miracle on 34th Street" (the one with the girl from Matilda), while sitting here eating club crackers, and loving on my fluffy sweet dog...the guy that plays Santa on this movie has kinda uky looking teeth, but i know that it's part of the old man persona...Oh!!! "The Christmas Song"!! i love this song.. anyways, speaking of christmas, my mom is going to get me an electric keyboard, and a movie (idk what else), so im happy. my dad said he'd get the CSI computer game that i want, so, im set for Christmas, the only thing else i'd want would just to spend Christmas with my fiance.....so.....im set.....anyways, im sorry for rambling....ok,i think ill head out..ill put in a pic of my hair later

peace

Thursday, December 13, 2007

pt 1 of 2

i just dyed my hair about 3 hours ago. i;ve had it in the towel, so it's not dry yet....but the stuff i had to put on to condition it smells SOOOOOO good.....it's kinda purplely right now, cuz its still wet, but its supposed to be a dark auburn....ill put a link to some pics in or something later, i just had to tell someone how good my hair smelled.......

i'm not talking to nikki any more for now. she's driving me too crazy. i've got to get another room next semester. too much drama...anyways, im bout to pass out....night!



Tuesday, December 4, 2007

sick of roommate

hey guys.
i just need to get off a little steam.
Nikki (my roommate and supposed best friend) is driving me insane. im so glad that we are moving out next week. she's still talking to that guy in new york, being WAY too annoying while she's on the phone. for one, usually, when i come into the room from classes or something, i might, out of curiosity, ask her who she's talking to. she'll just say "doesnt matter" and soon afterwards, will go out into the hall to talk to the creep or even to the laundry room. She quit her job at hobby lobby about two,three weeks ago. since then, well, mostly since finding out how much laura and i disapprove of her talking to this guy, she's been a total bitch to us. and to her mom, who is really sweet and does a LOT more for nikki than she actually should. Nikki's an only child, and only has one cousin, who's three, and her parents arent rich, but they are rather well off. so, she's spoiled. her latest little crapload of drama doesnt help, and she's acting like a spoiled, annoying, ungrateful, selfish little twelve year old brat. i want to strangle her. really, earlier when she was telling that pervert earlier that one of her knitting needles broke while she was knitting, and hit her in the face, not relly hurting her, but still. i actually tried not to laugh, i know its mean, but still. im almost at the point of hating her. i dont wanna lose oe of my best friends, but i cant stand her crap anymore. im going to see if one of my other friends would like to try to get a dorm together next semester, get a single room or something. im just too sick of her. she's been using my silverware without asking,and doesnt wash her dishes for DAYS. she's the one who said, when we were getting stuff for the dorm, that she didnt want to get silverware, that she was fine with the plasticware. GRR!! she should have gotten the stuff, not use up mine, without permission. i buy all the tissues, all the paper towels, and before the cleaners gave us more toilet paper when they'd clean the bathroom, i'd buy the toilet paper too. i bought the soap, but that i got at a really good price, so i dont mind that. but each time iasked her to get either tissues, towels, or something, she'd say "but i dont use that much of it." bull crap. she went thru most of a box of tissues one night when she was mad at her ex. she used the towels just as much as i did, and never once offered to pay for any of it! i would kind of understand if she actually had to pay any of her bills, but no, she doesnt even do that. her parents pay for everything for her. they pay for the gas for her car, bought her a relatively new car for christmas last year, and a lot of other stuff. the only reason she was working was to get spending money, which she wastes on REALLY overly expensive yarn, that isnt worth a fourth of what she pays for it. she buys stuff online, stuff that she doesnt need, and clothes that are way too expensive for her to wear only a couple of times... i actually have to work, yes, my parents paid for my car,but im having to pay them back.im not ungrateful but it's a '95 taurus, it runs rather well, but has had to have the transmission rebuilt on it.hers is a 2001, and was almost like BRANDnew when she got it. my parents are only paying for my insurance on it because they want me to be able to keep up with my school work more. i pay for my gas, and anything i wanna do, all my clothes, and that kind of stuff. the same set of grandparents bought her a laptop and an ipod in the same year. my laptop was kind of required for my college stuff, and was paid for with the money my parents had set up in an account for me when i was young. i paid for my ipod myself. i dont want to sound like im spoiled or jealous. but im just sick of her stupid judgement calls... im sorry, i feel better now. shes just being stupid. i'm tired now, and i feel better. thanks for letting me spill..........peace