writing

As I wait for my computer to load the blog that i'm trying to look at, as well as ecourseware, I figured that i'd go ahead and type something. Wendy said for this week's blogs to be going off of the memphis blogs, but said that if one was already written and not about the blogs, that's fine. heh. well, i know this was written after she said that, but i need to catch up on my stuff. i have to work tonight from 6-10, and i wont get in til almost 11, so i'm going to type as much as possible before i have to go get ready for work. i was for some reason thinking that these werent due til the 3rd. yeah, im kinda screwed. i like writting in the blogs, but i have a lot of stuff to do,and just flat out forget to do it sometimes until like thursdays. i have no idea what to do with this paper. i had a thought going, on the only topic that i thought that i'd be able to write about, but, no, i'm lost. i wanted to do something to the effect of how we're killing our environment by building way more than we need, but i dont think i can make out the whole 12 pages. i suck at writing about stuff that i really dont want to write about. i cant do essays worth shit. i am a story person. i write poems and stories. but i dont do really short stories, like only one page and thats it. i have to do the longer stuff, like at least 4 pages. i make up people and places that i see in my mind, and i have a really hard time getting what i want to say out. i ramble, or i just cant get it out how i want it. maybe this is why i prefer art. you see some thing in your mind and you can recreate it into a painting or a drawing. with words, you can only describe it and really hope that the other people see it like you do. ok, i have to go to work now. peace