Dreams

Dreams are a funny thing. I have been having strange dreams about my ex lately. The one that i talk to all the time still, that i'm still good friends with. these dreams involve my ex and i either getting back together or making out, etc. what bothers me most about these dreams is that my fiance is either not even mentioned in them or in the dreams, the fact that im with him is the only thing that stops me from doing anything with my ex. In real life tho, I wouldn't trade my fiance for anybody. not even a johnny Depp/ antonio banderas mix. (that's a hot, sexy man! :) ) i love him too much, and tho he's not perfect, he's the best for me. he supports my choices, makes sure that i do what i need to do, not just spend all my time with him. he's just amazing. so much that it's hard to describe what all he does for me. but anyway, those dreams about my ex bother me. i told my ex about these dreams earlier tonight, and we figure that these dreams are caused by the fact that it took me a really long time to get over him, since we had a really rough break up. when i started falling for my boyfriend, i finally realized that i was over my ex. but i still think about him from time to time. i dont want to be with him again. like i said, i would never give up my boyfriend for anything. but, if i were single, and my ex's girlfriend weren't in the picture, we might've actually winded up back together. i wonder sometimes how much things would be different if things worked out with me and my ex. but those dreams, in my opinion, dont mean anything. just maybe that my subconcious hasnt entirely gotten over him, since he'll always have a place in my heart.