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well, when i took him back to his car in the koger parking lot (we leave his car there so he wouldnt have to pay to park at the meter thingys, nad he wouldnt have to go back to the meter every hour to refill it.) well, after getting gas in my car (i was running on fumes) i took him back to his car, and we said our goodbyes. he was a little hastey, which i didnt like. i understood that he had to get home soon, due to curfew and whatnot (yes, he still has one, his parents are strict.) but he drives faster than i do usually, and i knew he could make it. i just wish he couldve been a little more affectionate.
when we had gone on our break, one of the reasons for him was that he wasnt sure if he still 100% loved me. i understand that that kind of thing happens in relationships, and that's fine. im glad that he told me about it (after i told him that if we'd actually talk about these types of things more, we could've avoided this whole situation. this is n the previous set of 4 blogs, look there if you're lost.) well, as he got out of the car, i tole him that i love him ,and he just said "i know." which i knew meant that he still wasnt sure. i asked him if that was the case, and he said that it was. so, i kinda think that we got back together a bit soon. tho im very happy that we're back, i wish that he would've been able to figure this all out before us getting back together. i wouldve waited as long as he needed. but anyway, i just think it was a little soon than either or us planned. i was thinking it'd be like 3 weeks. but like i said, im still happy that we're back together. just wish that there was more definition to it.