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but anyways, like i was saying, we're on a break. i was a total wreck tuesday and wednesday, trying to get over it, before i fully realized that hey, since we are going to get back together, it's just a "space break" that it's not the end of the world. he just wanted some space, and i respect that. i told him tho, that since he's the one that wanted the space, he'd be the one to call me. heh, and wednesday, he was the one texting and calling me to see how i was doing. i think ive only called him twice since then, and both of those times were to ask him about something. he actually called me earlier to see if i wanted to go see a movie with him tonight, since both of us were off of work, but i have homework to do, including finishing these and my propaganda paper that i've had sooooo much trouble doing. i understand how to do it, its just my topic. i also have a little history thats due monday, but i wanna get every bit of this stuff done before going to work tomorrow, so that i can have the whole day off sunday for my little brother's birthday party, and so that my boyfriend and i can spend the day together. he wants to go see 10,000 bc, and suggested hitting some baseballs around. im pretty sure that the baseball thing is for my benifit, since he doesnt like any other sport but soccer and, well, bowling, if you count it as a sport. i think he might be having some regrets, do you think??? this will give us a chance to just get back to normal, and a bit closer together, and possibly start again in the relationship a bit. we could probably use that.

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